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  (法则?有时候确实让人无奈。我在阿勒泰,遇见雪崩,我被雪掩埋,那时我几乎放弃了,心想就这样结束也没什么遗憾的。)
  华誉逢听到这儿,心中一怔,原本插在兜里的手不自觉地抽了出来,脸上满是担忧:“那后来呢?你到底是怎么熬过来的?”
  涟昙樾没有立刻回答,而是望向远方,眼神有些迷离,思绪仿佛又飘回了那个生死边缘:“在意识快要消散的时候,脑子告诉我,我还想看看太阳。在那一刻,我想到了你。想到了我们一起看过太阳,阳光洒在身上,那种温暖的感觉,突然让我有了强烈的求生欲望。”
  华誉逢的心猛地一跳,他看着涟昙樾,眼中闪烁。
  涟昙樾转过头,目光直直地盯着华誉逢,语气平静:“也许在那一刻,我是喜欢你的。”
  华誉逢愣了一下,随即嘴角勾起一抹大大的笑容,刚想说点什么,却被涟昙樾接下来的话打断。
  涟昙樾微微歪头,眼神复杂,轻声说道:"I like you, but this liking isn't the kind of passionate emotion that makes one throw caution to the wind. It's a faint attachment that lingers in my heart. It exists for a moment but can't take deep root in my heart.”
  (我喜欢你,但这份喜欢,并非那种炽热到不顾一切的情感,而是一种淡淡的、萦绕心间的眷恋。存在一瞬间,却不能长久地扎根在心底。)
  "Between life and death, many things are reevaluated. That momentary liking is beautiful yet illusory, like a bubble that bursts at the touch. All lives may seem tenacious, but in fact, they're extremely vulnerable."
  (生死之间,很多东西都会被重新审视。那一刻的喜欢,美好却虚幻,就像泡沫,一触即破;所有的生命,看似顽强,却又不堪一击。)
  华誉逢皱紧眉头,试图反驳:“可是我们是人啊,不是这些动物,我们有思想,有感情。人类的感情是可以超越本能,超越生死的,怎么能和动物一概而论?”
  有些人理性,做事靠逻辑和分析;有些人感性,更多受情绪和直觉支配。
  这家伙又开始感性了,他有时无法理解,涟昙樾为何总是这般细腻地剖析一切,难为自己。
  "Thoughts and feelings? In the face of the great terror of life and death, they're as fragile as thin paper. How noble do you think humans are? We're just creatures with a veneer of civilization."
  (思想和感情?在生死的大恐怖面前,它们脆弱得如同薄纸。你以为人类高尚到哪里去?不过是披了一层文明外皮的生物罢了。)
  涟昙樾微微抬起头,目光扫过四周荒芜的景象。
  “Death is so ordinary here. The passing of every life is a choice of nature. There's no mercy at all, only raw cruelty. Look at these skeletons. They were once vibrant lives. For survival and protection, they ultimately turned into this pile of white bones. The female lion loved her cubs and was willing to die to give it a chance to live. But when the cub grows up, it won't remember who once protected and loved it. This love may seem great, but it's actually so futile."
  (死亡,在这里是如此平常。每一个生命的消逝,都是大自然的选择,没有丝毫怜悯,只有真实的残酷。你看这些骨架,曾经也是鲜活的生命,为了生存,为了守护,最终却化为这一堆白骨。母狮是爱它的孩子,才甘愿为了让它有活下去的机会而死,可是当幼狮长大后,它不会记得谁曾保护过它,曾爱过它。这份爱,看似伟大,却又如此徒劳。)
  华誉逢张了张嘴,想要说些什么,却又一时语塞。过了片刻,他才急忙说道:“人跟狮子不一样!我们会记住那些爱我们的人,会感恩,会用一生去怀念。”
  涟昙樾轻轻叹了口气,有些疲惫:“是吗?人真的能做到吗?时间会冲淡一切,再深刻的感情,在漫长的岁月面前,也可能变得模糊。荒野中的痕迹,终有一天会被风沙掩埋。”
  "I will eventually die, perhaps in the snow or on the road... Maybe one day, fate will suddenly take me away, and all emotions will vanish."
  (我终会死,死在雪中,死在路上……说不定哪一天,命运就突然将我带走,所有的情感都将化为乌有。)
  "Love is beautiful but also a burden.
  Life is glorious but also a shackle.
  All in all, love and life are just jokes."
  (爱是美好,却又是负担。
  生命是璀璨,却又是枷锁。
  什么爱,什么生命,总而言之都是笑话。)
  华誉逢猛地握紧拳头,大声吼道:“放屁!我不想听你这些消极的话!”
  涟昙樾微微皱眉,神色有些落寞,缓缓开口:“我在旅途中不断寻觅,努力去感受世间的一切。爱也好,自由也罢,可到头来却发现,发现这些东西璀璨即逝。”他顿了顿,语气愈发沉重,“人生本就毫无意义,这就是赤裸裸的现实。” ↑返回顶部↑

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