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手掌缓缓向下移动，这时，金秀娜出于本能，紧张羞涩地抓住了顾洛意的手。突然的打断像是一声鸣笛，顾洛意瞬间清醒过来，她看着金秀娜，脑中浮现出林舒凌的样子。林舒凌太强大了，即使分开了两年多，顾洛意也还是会觉得，和别人发生关系是对她的一种背叛。
顾洛意收回了手，坐了起来。金秀娜看到顾洛意眼里的热情逐渐消失，也跟着坐了起来。她不知道该说什么，也许是不知道该怎么说，这样的英语在脑中到底还是存货太少。
金秀娜：“I... I don't ...”
顾洛意：“I'm sorry.”
金秀娜：“Don't! Hey, look at me, I didn't reject you. I just... it's my first time with a girl, I don't know how to be good enough to make you feel good.”
“Honey, ”顾洛意看着金秀娜一脸的懊悔，恢复了该有的冷静，微笑着牵住金秀娜的手，温柔地说，“I know, I know. I know all you said.”
金秀娜：“I'm sorry, could we？”
顾洛意：“Don't say sorry…”
金秀娜：“Let's go on. I promise I won't do anything wrong...”
顾洛意：“No, no, listen to me...”
金秀娜：“You listen to me. I am really sorry. I don't mean it. I just feel nervous a little...”
顾洛意：“Hey, relax. You don't have to say sorry. It is not your fault. it's my fault. You must believe me and forgive me. It is my fault really. I stopped it not because what you did. I stopped it because I realize if I do it with you, I will lose you forever, but I don't wanna lose you. You are so important to me. I should be responsible for you, for us. ”
金秀娜：“You won't lose me...”
顾洛意：“I will, and you will lose me, too. Do you want to lose me？ It is so unworthy for just one night, and giving up the rest of our lives. I want you are always on my side. I want every time you think of me, you can give me a call, and we could chat from the midnight to the morning. I want when you come to China or I come to Korea, we can be the first person for each other to visit. I want we can keep our closeness. But if we do it, things will be different. If we don’t get together, there is only embarrassment left between us. Those good memories about us will be faded away and all we can remember is that night. And we can't be friends anymore. So, one night for the rest of our lives, it's a so damn good deal, don’t you think so”
“……you, you always have things to say.” 金秀娜语言中还略带着遗憾和嗔怪，但更多的是一种理解和释然。她懂得，两个人在一起的可能性真的是太小，而且顾洛意说得很对，她们会为这一晚付出惨重的代价。不知道她听没听过中国有句老话叫，有缘无份。
顾洛意：“Don't you want it？Don't you want what I said？”
金秀娜：“I, I want it, sure I want it. I want both, but if I can only choose one, I will choose more than one night.”
顾洛意：“It is so hard，so hard to say no to you, but I have to. And I know you are the same with me.”
金秀娜：“Are you still in love with that Lin？”
顾洛意：“I don’t know.”
金秀娜：“Have you seen her before you came to here？”
顾洛意：“No，I haven’t seen her for like almost half a year I guess……”
金秀娜：“Do you miss her？”
“I don’t know.”顾洛意安静下来。林舒凌……她们还会再见面吗？也许会，也许再次见到林舒凌的时候，她已经是“某太太”了。
沉默了一会，金秀娜道：“So what are we gonna do tonight”
顾洛意：“Sleep. Just sleep. Speaking makes me feel tired.”
金秀娜：“What am I gonna do”
顾洛意：“You can stay and sleep with me or you can go to your room. But I want you to stay here, would you”
金秀娜：“OK, I'll, if you insist.”
顾洛意：“I insist.” ↑返回顶部↑
顾洛意收回了手，坐了起来。金秀娜看到顾洛意眼里的热情逐渐消失，也跟着坐了起来。她不知道该说什么，也许是不知道该怎么说，这样的英语在脑中到底还是存货太少。
金秀娜：“I... I don't ...”
顾洛意：“I'm sorry.”
金秀娜：“Don't! Hey, look at me, I didn't reject you. I just... it's my first time with a girl, I don't know how to be good enough to make you feel good.”
“Honey, ”顾洛意看着金秀娜一脸的懊悔，恢复了该有的冷静，微笑着牵住金秀娜的手，温柔地说，“I know, I know. I know all you said.”
金秀娜：“I'm sorry, could we？”
顾洛意：“Don't say sorry…”
金秀娜：“Let's go on. I promise I won't do anything wrong...”
顾洛意：“No, no, listen to me...”
金秀娜：“You listen to me. I am really sorry. I don't mean it. I just feel nervous a little...”
顾洛意：“Hey, relax. You don't have to say sorry. It is not your fault. it's my fault. You must believe me and forgive me. It is my fault really. I stopped it not because what you did. I stopped it because I realize if I do it with you, I will lose you forever, but I don't wanna lose you. You are so important to me. I should be responsible for you, for us. ”
金秀娜：“You won't lose me...”
顾洛意：“I will, and you will lose me, too. Do you want to lose me？ It is so unworthy for just one night, and giving up the rest of our lives. I want you are always on my side. I want every time you think of me, you can give me a call, and we could chat from the midnight to the morning. I want when you come to China or I come to Korea, we can be the first person for each other to visit. I want we can keep our closeness. But if we do it, things will be different. If we don’t get together, there is only embarrassment left between us. Those good memories about us will be faded away and all we can remember is that night. And we can't be friends anymore. So, one night for the rest of our lives, it's a so damn good deal, don’t you think so”
“……you, you always have things to say.” 金秀娜语言中还略带着遗憾和嗔怪，但更多的是一种理解和释然。她懂得，两个人在一起的可能性真的是太小，而且顾洛意说得很对，她们会为这一晚付出惨重的代价。不知道她听没听过中国有句老话叫，有缘无份。
顾洛意：“Don't you want it？Don't you want what I said？”
金秀娜：“I, I want it, sure I want it. I want both, but if I can only choose one, I will choose more than one night.”
顾洛意：“It is so hard，so hard to say no to you, but I have to. And I know you are the same with me.”
金秀娜：“Are you still in love with that Lin？”
顾洛意：“I don’t know.”
金秀娜：“Have you seen her before you came to here？”
顾洛意：“No，I haven’t seen her for like almost half a year I guess……”
金秀娜：“Do you miss her？”
“I don’t know.”顾洛意安静下来。林舒凌……她们还会再见面吗？也许会，也许再次见到林舒凌的时候，她已经是“某太太”了。
沉默了一会，金秀娜道：“So what are we gonna do tonight”
顾洛意：“Sleep. Just sleep. Speaking makes me feel tired.”
金秀娜：“What am I gonna do”
顾洛意：“You can stay and sleep with me or you can go to your room. But I want you to stay here, would you”
金秀娜：“OK, I'll, if you insist.”
顾洛意：“I insist.” ↑返回顶部↑